GQ对克里斯汀·斯图尔特采访中英全文.doc

。百度克里斯汀斯图尔特吧 毫无疑问，这个坐在我对面，轻轻地呷着啤酒，吐出的眼圈缭绕在树梢之间的年轻女孩，在某种程度上来说，经过四年的时间不断地雕琢历练，已经从（拿她自己的话来说：）“稚嫩”的小女孩发生了改变。一切始于：“最重要的记忆是在2008年的圣迭戈Comic-con上， Twilight的粉丝见面会让我们知道了这开始变成一个大事件。这是我们第一次为Twilight做宣传，所以我们对一切完全没有预料。那里有成千上万的人正在等待着我们。那一刻我们才明白其巨大的影响力。我，Rob Pattinson, Ashley Greene, Taylor Lautner我们只能茫然的盯着彼此，像是在说：到底发生什么了！ 他们所有的梦想（和恐惧）很快变成了现实，Twilight注定成为青少年文化的一次轰轰烈烈的全球性的冲击。Kristen和英国人pattinson，这两位电影的主要演员便身处这一巨大漩涡的中心这不只因为他们之间那些似是而非的绯闻。巨大的动力被庞大的粉丝基础点燃，他们很快成为了电影制作公司顶峰娱乐高层争抢的对象。没有比从容易受影响的铁杆的年轻粉丝和网络上隐存的Pattinson狂热粉丝 Robsessed的口袋里源源涌出的钞票更让他们欣喜若狂的场面了。“从那时起，公司的人眼中无时无刻不是美元，他们走过时，眼球上都画着俩个闪闪的美元符号。于是疯狂的事情，无休无止的行程，越来越多的要求，各种采访一切都开始了” 这位年轻的明星对这种做法越是愤怒，Twilight现象越是膨胀。很快，文化的卡车残酷的碾过了她生活的方方面面。“对于我来说，最大的变化就是我受到保护。我指的是，到任何地方都会有人和你一起，那个大块头一直站在我身边。他叫JB我的保镖。他知道我说了这些会杀了我的，但是就算是他都有粉丝。所有的女孩们都认识他，她们叫她HBG惹火保镖（Hottie Bodyguard）” 当Twilight第二部，New moon于2009年上映，Kristen和Pattinson发现他们连离开旅店都不可能，否则会被Twihards无数的闪光灯和尖叫声撕得粉碎。或者在纽约街头逃离被成千上万的激动得泪流满面的粉丝追逐的画面会在全球风传。她害怕这样的生活吗？“是的，我是说，人们很疯狂。每个人都要尽全力保护自己，但是我不想坐在这里假惺惺的说人们不疯狂。我敢肯定很多人会逃避这个问题，因为他们想要保证他们一直表现出百分之百的感激这一切，而且所有的事一直都是最棒的但话说穿了，人们真的太过疯狂！如果一个工作接着一个工作，从一部电影中获得酬劳，我会感到非常快乐。我从没妄想过这样的出名。我从没有意料到现在的生活。” Kristen Stewart，一个从8岁就开始从事电影拍摄的加州女孩。在镜头前，明白她准备好了生活而奋斗，为自己深信不疑的事业而工作，而不是迅速的蹿红，被看做在快餐商业里的花瓶（困惑的一句be seen in a cereal commercial with a talking monkey）。她并不太清楚究竟她想成为哪种演员，但是她清楚的知道她不想成为哪种演员。 她的第一个正式的角色是在独立电影拜物有理 The Safety of Objects，源于AM（亚美尼亚？困惑again）家庭书，关于一个混乱颠倒的美国小镇上的故事。Kristen饰演一个单亲妈妈(Patricia Clarkson)的假小子女儿。“我得到Safety是在我几乎要终止表演生涯的时刻。作为一个小孩，你试镜的时候会遇到很多TMD烦死人的尴尬的事，而且我的话也很孩子气。” 可能你已经注意到了，Kristen喜欢说粗口。有的女人很适合爆粗口，其他人没有办法攻击她。对Kristen来说，这些“带色彩”的话很好的展示了她不羁的独立性格。“我会说，没门儿！我从没要求去试这么多角色，我只是从这里移到哪里。即便如此，我对待事物依旧非常的严肃。我不是那种会选择一些像玩偶一样供人戏耍的商业片或者拍一系列的粗制滥造片的孩子。他们要求我做蠢事，但是我并不是一个愚蠢的小孩子。” Kristen那众所周知的愠怒，懒散的回应表情和据传闻的坏脾气常常为人评头论足她知道这些。“这很好笑，某一天，我从壁橱里拿出那个我青年时期一直背着的旧背包，上面满是乱七八糟的符号和金属的铆钉。我以前很喜欢它。Wow，你一定很喜欢这个样子的东西！无论人们怎么想，我在学校非常的守纪，我喜欢这种懒散的表情，就像在说：哈，我不在乎，管他的啦。但是如果我没有交作业，我会感到特别恐慌”（） 到2001年，Kristen取得了她在好莱坞的巨大突破，与朱迪福斯特合作大卫芬奇导演的战栗空间 Panic Room)。这部电影黑暗，激烈，情节紧张刺激，讲述关于一群盗贼抢夺曼哈顿传闻中上流社会财富的故事。“拍摄过程很艰苦，似乎永远不会结束，就像你料想的David的作风。他有一个和我年龄差不多的女儿，所以我们相处会更容易一些他知道怎么对付我们这样大的小孩儿，他很紧张，但是我没察觉出有任何差别。” 作为战栗空间中重要的部分，可以说Kristen出演了一个复杂的角色。一个聪明的小女孩，在遇到危险时总是用长长的黑色刘海遮住她的脸。不再沉默Speak（2004）是一部电视电影，讲述一个高中女孩儿，在一个聚会上遭到受欢迎的大学运动员的奸污，停止了与周围所有人的交流。在这部电影中成熟的掌控这个敏感的角色，使得这个13岁的年轻演员取得了普遍的称赞。“我真的对电影中角色的遭遇感同身受，”她说。“但不是因为某些我生活中的真实经历完全不是。我在一个和谐温馨的家庭里快乐的长大。” 另一部电影是西恩潘执导的荒野生存Into the wild，由克里斯托弗麦克坎德拉斯的真实冒险故事改编。一个年轻人在90年代搭便车穿越美国奔向阿拉斯加的北方。决心以追寻自然的方式生活而不是像所有人一样花父母的钱去上大学，然后找份工作。麦克坎德拉斯由埃米尔赫斯基，Kristen与他演对手戏，饰演他的爱人，年轻而怀着梦想。“这些很棒的角色是我精神灵魂的楷模。你常常被要求必须成为一块木头或是一片砖瓦，但是你根本不可能成为那种材质。”当她讲话时，你能清楚地感受到这不是一个传媒头脑的女演员在采访的时候为了我们的利益而尽量避免谈及个人反抗，但Kristen会这样，事实上，这些关于工作和表演的惊人观点总的来说，或许正是她能清楚的发现这个“成为自己本身不能成为的人”的尖锐观点的原因。“我不是拒绝相信人们拥有个性，但是我相信大多数人都是一样的。人们非常相似。如果你有足够的想象力，你就会发现一些你自身以前从未尝试过的事物。那就是表演。” 这个她自己对表演形式的见解（我猜Kristen永远不会称“表演”为“表演形式”），这与她从事表演初期的的观点稍稍有些背离。当她仅有13岁时，她告诉一家杂志她认为表演是：“演活一个谎言”。 “我想，当我年级小的时候，我非常尽力使自己听起来不是在炫耀。在那个年纪，我有强烈的自我意识，拼命的让自己听起来不像个傻瓜。我现在完全没有这种感觉了，我想那句话大概是从我父母那里听来的。”Kristen的父母都为电影工业的幕后人员，完全的蓝领自由主义者。“我家人常常数落我说这些都是轻而易举的事，”Kristen说到“我爸爸会这样对我说，Oh，快点去坐在你的拖车里背你的台词，然后去为了生计去说谎。这就是我小时候说的话。不过没事，现在我可是有更多关于表演的狂妄观点流传着呢” 说句实话，我本可以对我人生航线中中没有任何一丝Twilight的踪迹感到非常开心。要知道，这些不死之身并不是我所钟爱的。但是它就是发生了，我得呆在那里看完全部内容，但它没有带给我在我小侄女身上发生的魔力我那个14岁的痴迷于纯情故事的小侄女。就像kristen说的那样：“Twilight是为年轻的天真女孩准备的薄荷糖。”当谈及事业的下一步计划时，她似乎对翻开新的一页感到更加的开心。 改编自杰克凯鲁亚克同名小说在路上On The Road的电影，将在明年一月上演。Kristen将扮演美丽刻薄的玛丽卢。很明显这部文学作品与梅尔的暮光之城完全的不同，但这部著作同样拥有庞大的粉丝基础。更何况它是美国现代文学的滥觞。 “这对我来说是一个重要的事情。”她解释说，“当然，每个演员都有责任把剧中人物成功的视觉化。但是我们了解我们所做的工作的重要性，沃尔特（赛利斯，这部电影的导演）也要求我们这样做。我们在披头士长靴营地排演了4周时间听起来很老套，但这却非常棒。我们跳舞，听音乐，导演让我们拿大把的时间来观看影像。凯鲁亚克的传记作者来和我们谈话，还有玛丽卢的女儿或者说是LuAnne Henderson（玛丽卢的原型）的女儿和我们相处了一段时间，这一切给了我们对书本更加深刻的理解。”Kristen是不是已经成为这部书的粉丝了呢？“这一直是我第一本最爱的书。” Kristen在很小的时候就决定放弃有规律的学校生活，选择了在家上学。一部分原因是她有很多拍摄的工作，另一部分原因是她无法适应学校的模式。“上学变成了一种煎熬，”她说，“因为演戏，让我开始觉得和同龄人交往不太自然。还有我的老师们也是一个问题。他们不愿意我拍摄电影或者是同时兼顾这两件事，所以我要么继续忍受，要么选择离开。他们使我失望，我的老师使我失望。不是单指某一个，而是他们全体。在某种程度上，我小时候我所从事的工作使我有点惭愧。我耻于当我还是个小孩的时候我就有非常大的野心。我从没有设想过因为某种原因我不去上学，但是它就是这样发生了。” 此时的Kristen，正忙于自信的骑着骏马在英国的乡间奔驰，手持利刃与查理兹塞隆鏖战。塞隆饰演Kristen版白雪公主中的恶皇后。这部电影对这个著名童话做哥特式诠释和改编。Kristen不得不做一切她从没设想过或是期望去做的事，使自己更加贴近这个角色。“我以前从没这样做，但现在我必须接受这一切。这是我的工作。这同样使我感到更加的精力充沛和强壮。我花了很长时间才意识到我是个青少年，在那时候我从没有真正的相信这一点。我在很长一段时间看上去都像个男孩，但是现在，我觉得我像是一个女人了。” 白雪公主与猎人正在英国格洛斯特郡拍摄尽管此时kristen享受了一段在诺丁山的美好时光。在GQ拍摄的前一天，她说她期望了解英国更多，因为“我的男朋友是个英国人。”但当我再次提及的时候，她依旧很懊恼。“如果我知道你们会采访我，我绝对不会说这句话。”我真的没有预料到她会做出如此防御性的回应。但很明显，每当她感到私生活受到侵扰的时候，Kristen就会立马转变成“母老虎”。如果你不了解整件事，就得接受（或者不接受）她与Twilight的合作演员罗伯特帕丁森的恋情。对这个话题的猜测大概比奥巴马的出生还引起人们的关注。我告诉他我惊奇地发现关于这件事的证据已经在网络上散布：照片，泄露事件，圣诞节事件 “是的，我知道这些，”她说，“我的生活很容易被谷歌到。我指的是，这就像是说：得了吧，伙计，这么明显！”她的神情变得很紧张，或许是意识到她说得太多了。“但是对于这个话题，我觉得你不知道这件事有多严重，是的，这是件很严重的事情。他们会说：我滴个神啊！她们甚至还会分成两派。有的人会依旧这么说，哎呀！告诉我他们不是真的在一起！” Kristen深深地意识到所有的比我所做的事情更甚绯闻交易。她也知道这个名字：Robsten（那些认为他们俩在一起的人）；Nonstens（那些不认为他们在一起的人）和F*kstens（那些就算太阳打西边出来也不相信他们在一起的人）。我问她这对谁来说是个大事？是那些狂热的粉丝？还是她和rob？她到底在担心什么？ “其实我也一点不担心。这只是这些事情其中之一。我很自私，这就像是说，那是我自己的事！而且我愿意让我所有的东西都保持这种状态。这是个很好玩的小游戏，是个滑道。我一直告诉我自己，我绝对不会泄露任何事情，因为这没有任何意义而且对我来说没有好处。” 我说，或许等到最后一部Twilight结束之后，一切会变得简单一些。“是的，或许吧。我是说，到现在为止，这都不真的是个噩梦。它只是这些事中的一件。我保证不管是我什么时候结婚或者有了宝宝，每个人都会想要知道我宝宝的名字，但是我在很长的时间都不会说出来。这只是因为我想这么做。就算流传出来，也不会是从我口中。大家说不定会对我的做法非常的愤怒，但我依旧会对他们说：不！绝对不说。我也考虑过什么时候就冲口而出，但我很快意识到，当全世界的人都在听的时候，我说不出口。那可能也是为什么我在采访的时候做事很不自然。之前我们已经说到我必须学会隐藏一些事情，而且我不得不精于隐藏这是件很悲惨的事。但我很庆幸我并不是那种准备把自己解剖开来陈列在大家面前的女演员。” 如果她能回到过去，她会给那个在Twilight使她成为超级巨星之前的自己什么建议呢？“真的不要杞人忧天。不要强求那些不属于你的大制作，所有的事情都会朝着既定的轨迹运行。还有所有的全球性的采访，访谈这些最初本来不是为我准备的前路。当面对这些事情时”她微微一笑，伸出手指指了指，半开玩笑的说，“你会一天接一天的重复一些事情，而且永远不会结束这是你生活中最大的困扰。你会受到严密的保护，你的反应会很怪异，而且你会觉得人们都非常讨厌你，有时候你真的很讨厌你自己。”(容我飘过这段翻译的我百感交集，妞真是个敏感的女孩） 什么？你真的感觉讨厌你自己？“所有第一次听到这句话的人都会想拍死我。我知道这是一种对我的敌人们的回击。我能猜到他们所想的：得了吧，你有毛病啊凭良心说话吧。但是我不知道怎么的也不知道为什么我不得不这样，或者我究竟想要怎样。但是我不是想要引起公愤，我只是对一切都还没有准备。而且我觉得人们都以一种消极的方式回应我。（T_T不是这样的）。我只是一个年轻而缺乏安全感的人，但这一切却遭人厌弃。他们认为你是个大骗子。她刚刚说的一切只是把年轻当成借口而已。要么承受这些要么滚出这个圈子确实有人对我说过类似的话。那么，恩我告诉你，我是个演员，而且我绝对不会在意这些破事！这样怎么样？” 她开怀的笑了，点燃一支百乐门香烟，然后吸了一口，看起来更加的沉静，满足而没有再想他整个下午做的那样三缄其口。她感觉怎么样呢？“我是一个21岁的年轻女人和GQ开怀畅饮了一番，我已经成功了。” Theres no doubt that the young woman sitting across from me, sipping a beer quietly, with the smoke from her cigarette trailing up into the tress, is somewhat transformed from the teenage girl who set out a little naively (her words) on this whole joinery more than four years ago. Lessons have been learnt. The main moment, when we knew it was going to be a big deal, was at Comic-Con in SandDiego in 2008. It was the first piece of promotion for Twilight that any of us had done, so we had no real expectations. There were thousands and thousands of people waiting for us. That was the moment when we felt how powerful this thing was going to be. It was me, Rob Pattinson, Ashley Greene, Taylor Lautner, and we just looked at each other and were like, What the hell is going on All their hopes (and fears) were soon to be realized. Twilight was destined to become a full-blown trans-global youth culturequake and Kristen, along with British-born Pattinson, the main stars at the centre of the maelstrom, not least due to the are-they/arent-they off-camera relationship rumours. The momentum ignited by the huge fanbase was soon plundered by those at the top of Summit Entertainment, the company at the helm of the cinematic adaptation. Nothing gets movie executives foamier around the mouth than the prospect of cashing in on the young, easily influenced and truly obsessed. Or, as the most ardent fans of Pattinson are known amid the darker recesses of the internet, the Robsessed. From that moment on, the guys from the studio were walking around with dollar signs in their eyes. Like,kerching! And then it began. The insanity. The schedules. The demands. The interviews. The deeper into the franchise the young stars were flung, the bigger the Twilight phenomenon ballooned. Soon, every aspect of their lives was being affected by the bloodthirsty cultural juggernaut. The big jump for me, I guess, was having security. And I mean, going everywhere with you. Just a big guy standing next to me the whole time. JB is his name - thats my guy. And he would kill me for saying this, but even he has a goddamn fan site. All these girls have identified him and hes now known as HBG - Hottie Bodyguard. As Twilight, New Moon, the second installment, hit multiplexes in 2009, Kristen and Pattinson found they couldnt even leave their hotel for fear of being mauled by a flash mob of screeching Twihards. Scenes of the stars fleeing down New York streets pursued by hundred of teary, shock-haired fans were beamed across the globe. Did the actress ever fear for her life? Sure. I mean, people are crazy. Everyone does what they have to do to protect themselves, but it would be fake for me to sit here and say people are not crazy. Im sure lots of people shy away from this question as they want to make sure they look 100 per cent appreciative all the time and that everything is the most amazing thing always But at the end of the line, people are fucking crazy! I would have been very happy just working from job to job, paying my rent one movie at a time. I never wanted to be this famous. I never imagined this life for myself. Kristen Stewart, a Californian, has been working in film since the age of eight. Right from the gun she knew she was prepared to fight her corner and do the sort of work she believed in, rather than take the fast buck and be seen in a cereal commercial with a talking monkey. Its not that she knew what sort of actress she truly wanted to be, more she knew what kind of actress she never wanted to be. Her first proper role was in the independent film The Safety of Objects, originally an AM Homes book about dysfunction and turmoil in small-town America. Kristen played the tomboy daughter of a troubled dingle mother (Patricia Clarkson). I got Safety towards the end of that period where I thought I should keep acting. As a little kid, you audition for so many fucking goddamn embarrassing parts - and my words would have been pretty much the same at that age too You may have noticed, Kristen enjoys a good curse. Some women suit swearing, others dont have the pissnvinegar to back it up. With Kristen, the blue-hued language fits neatly her wily independent spirit. I would be like, No Way. Which is why I never got offered very many of those roles. I would just go through the motions. Even while starting out I took things very seriously; I wasnt the sort of kid that would do a doll commercial or do a series for Nickelodeon. They asked me to do silly things, and I wasnt a silly kid. Kristens notoriously sulky, slacker vibe and reported ill-temperament is often commented on - she gets it. Its funny. I picked an old backpack out of the closet the other day, one I used to wear all the time as a teenager. Its covered with anarchy signs, all these quotes and these metal studs. I was like, Wow, you must have really liked how that looked! Despite what people think, I was such a rule follower at school. I loved the whole slacker look, like, Hey, I dont care, whatever, but if I didnt turn my homework in, I would panic. Come 2001, and Kristen got her big Hollywood break opposite Jodie Foster, cast by influential director David Fincher in Panic Room. Its a dark, violent, smart thriller about a botched burglary on a sprawling Manhattan brownstone. It was tough, and the takes were endless, as youd expect from David. He has a daughter around the same age so that made our relationship a lot easier - he knew how to deal with this. Hes intense, but I didnt know any different. After Panic Room came a host of parts, mostly calling Kristen to play the complex, clever teenage girl shielding her face with her long brunette hair while going through some sort of crisis, either real or existential, hormonal or otherwise. Speak (2004) was a television movie about a high-schooler who - after being raped at a party by a popular jock - stops all verbal contact with those around her. It garnered the then 13-year-old actress huge critical praise, not least for her mature handling of such a sensitive subject. I was definitely aware of the films subject matter, she says. And it wasnt because of anything that had happened in my own life - not at all. I grew up in a happy household. Another was Sean Penn s Into the Wild, a 2007 film about the real-life adventures of Christopher McCandless, a young man who hitchhiked across America in the early Nineties - heading north for Alaska - in a bid to become one with nature rather than do his parents bidding and go to college and get a job like everyone else. McCandless was played superbly by Emile Hirsch, while Kristen was cast opposite as the teenage sweetheart who develops a crush on the young dreamer. “Those good roles are a testament to the scripts Ive been given. You would have to be a brick or a piece of wood not to be able to engage with some of that material.” As she talks, its clear this isnt merely a media-savvy actress practising some iota of self-deprecation for the benefit of our interview. Kristen has, in fact, a startlingly grounded view on her work, and on acting in general, perhaps indicative on how easy she finds the very idea of becoming someone shes not. “I dont want to discredit peoples individuality, but I think people are pretty much the same. People are very similar. If you have a good enough imagination then you can feel things that you personally have never done before. Thats acting.” Such a view of her chosen professional art form (not that Kristen would ever call acting an “art form”, one suspects) mirrors her rather dim view of her trade when just a rookie. Aged just 13, she told one magazine she though acting was “living a lie”. “I think when I was younger, I was trying very hard to sound unpretentious. At that age, I was so bitterly self-conscious, and so desperate not to sound like a total douche. I dont feel like that at all now. I think it was something I heard my parents say.” Kristens parents work in the film industry, as crew members, solid blue-collar liberals, behind the camera. “My folks have always given me hell for how easy I have it,” Kristen admits. “My dad would say stuff like, Oh, just go and sit in your trailer, practise your lines, and go lie for a living. It was something I said as a kid. Dont worry, I have a much more pretentious view of acting nowadays.” To be perfectly honest, I could have quite happily sailed through life without ever enduring a single minute of the Twilight phenomenon. The undead dont do it for me, you see. As it happens, I did sit through them all, some of them perhaps more begrudgingly than others, but then they werent made for me so much as for my niece. If I had a 14-year-old niece hooked on abstinence porn. As Kristen admits, “Twilight is a catnip for those young innocent girls.” Talking to Kristen about the next steps in her career, however, she too seems more happy to turn the page. The adaptation of Jack Kerouacs On the Road is set for release in January next year and Kristen has been cast as the beautiful “sharp talk” Marylou. Although obviously an entirely different literary beat to Meyers Twilight, once again its a book with somethign of a sizeable fanbase. Not to mention it being one of the more seminal works in modern American literature. No pressure, then. “Its a pretty big deal for me,” she explains. “Of course, all the actors took the responsibility of bringing such a work to visual fruition incredibly seriously. But we knew our stuff; Walter Salles, the movies director demanded it. We had a four-week rehearsal period where we did sort of beatnik boot camp - sound a little corny, but it was awesome. There was dancing and listening to music and he had us watching Shadows a bunch of times. We had Kerouac biographers come over and give us talks, and Marylous daughter - or rather the daughter of LuAnne Henderson who Marylou is based on - came to spend time with us all and that gave us such brilliant insight.” Was Kristen already a fan of the book? “It was my first ever favourite book.” Kristen decided to quit regular schooling in her early teens and switch to home-schooling, partly because she was away filming so much and partly because she didnt feel the school system was supporting her. “School became genuinely uncomfortable,” she explains. “I was feeling a little self-conscious about the acting thing with my peers, but also my teachers became a problem. They didnt want to do the extra work or put packages together so I could keep up while away. They failed me. My teachers failed me. Not one, but all of them. Im always slightly ashamed, in a way, about what I do. Im slightly embarrassed as I had such serious ambitions when I was younger, I just never imagined that I would ever have a reason not to go to school. But then this happened. This for Kristen, currently, means riding around on horseback in the English countryside while wielding a huge sword in the face of Charlize Theron. Theron is the Evil Queen to Kristens Snow White, in a Gothic interpretation of the famous story thats been reworked for the big screen. Kristen has had to shape up and get fit for her part, something shes never had the desire or impetus to do. “Ive never worked out before. Now Im only allowed to eat stuff out of a box. Im It works. Also, I feel more energised and stronger. It took me a long time to realise that I was a girl as a teenager. At that point I never really believed it. I looked like a boy for a long time. Now, finally, I feel like a woman.” Snow Whi