风雨哈佛路 Homeless to Harvard 英文字幕台词(全)

1、风雨哈佛路Homeless to HarvardI loved my mother so muchShe was a drug addictShe was an alcoholicShe was legally blindShe was a schizophrenicBut I never forgot that she loved meEven if she did itAll the time All the timeLisa, give me the money! Its mine! God, its mine! You freak. Give it to me! Give it to

2、me！Let go, mom!I gave a hundred to you！Just come, I gave 100 to you！to one of you！Were forced to live on! Every month! It is .Its.Its the same damn thing! You can put it in your arms, so we can starve!Its mine! I didnt take it! Give it to me! Give it to me! Its mine! Were hungry. I cant! We need foo

3、d, mom!What did you ever do for me, huh?! I gave you life! Tell me go out to the street and sell myself for it? Huh? Do you want me to do it? I know I do it sometimes, right?I need it.MonologueI wanted that smile.Oh, god! I wanted that smile so much. I was pathetic, wasnt I?Dont take the aqueduct! M

4、ummy! Shes taking the aqueduct!What the hell difference does it make？Shell get mugged！ Who cares!Dad, well cop her, if we cant shell get mugged!Always a big production!See they fixed the light for a change.Not easy to break them againNo, No, No. Shes ok, see the water runs downhill.Theres no waterNo

5、, No. Dont you know what aqueduct is? The aqueduct carried water to New York City for like over a hundred years they did that. And they close it down, but now the ghost water right? He carried your mother along.Monologue My father, you could sit down on a couch and talk to my father. You just cant t

6、alk to him for long. He knew so much. He got all the answers right on JEOPERDY. He was a genius, every answer, every time. Thats the thing. Your parents are your Gods. I look to them as an example of what I should find everywhere on the world. They paid so little attention to my needs .but then I fe

7、lt that their needs were so powerful that . It didnt make me feel hurt or angry that they didnt look into me. Because I felt ok. This just must to be the human condition to be so. And then the world came in.You took my husband, you little bustard, Ill kill you.No, mummy!Im not your mother. I did you

8、r favor. I shouldnt have trail on you!Help me clean up this Liz. They see this theyre gonna take us, too.NO! NO! NO! Its my house. Dont take me！Get out! NO！Dont take！No fasten!What happened to the window?She threw the *.Such you on fire, take me.Come on jeanWhy dont take a medication? good girl！She

9、takes it! She just takes too many other things on top of it.OK OKThis place is a mess！What happened here？I fell down.Oh oh oh, Jean put the knife downAll right wheres the phone?We dont have one!This woman doesnt fitYoure kiddingYou girls have choice. Clean this place up, help your mother.How about m

10、y father？Ignore her. Shes a . Shes a feminist.I can take you any time I want. You keep skipping school. You keep living like the animals.Hey hey, where are you going? Come back here. Come back. Youre gonna go to a home. Do you know what home is like? There are girls. Theyll beat you dull, take every

11、thing you have. You cant have anything! You have to clean bathrooms. Youll work there if you dont work here.Back up! Back up. Its not a show! You got nothing better to do, huh?Monologue Couldnt they see? Anyone could see. She was in so much pain. There were struggles so much on the surface so there

12、if anyone cared to look. It wasnt like she was running off from being a good mother to somebody else. She just didnt have any more to give.Oh, somebody stinks!What is that?Monologue I was always the smelly kid in class. We * on the bucket to shower, but daddy laughed at her doing, said she had to ma

13、rry a doctor she has so many expectations. I didnt have any expectations. So therefore, I guess, I stunk. And I itched from * and it burned between my legs. My teachers were always telling not to finch it, and my underwear. I didnt know what to do about underwear. I just wore it until it fell apart.

14、All right! People! Thank you! Rest is over.Monologue My teeth ached. I was hungry.Settle! Thank you!Monologue The teachers words never seemed to reach me. Words just seemed. fall on the floor.Hold me the test. Theres no point that.NO, Ill take it.But youve been here what? For 3 times this month?NO,

15、Ill take it. It doesnt look that hard.Oh, Liz, stay here. You do smell, you know? Doesnt your mother tell you that you gonna.NO. Its my fault. I just forget. OK.Well, when you have shower tonight, you wanna, you wanna wash back here? Ah, Ive been saving some things for you. There and here. How did y

16、ou do that? Youre never in school.I read a lot.Yeah? What do you read? Encyclopedia. The lady upstairs, Eva, she find it in the Dumpster, the whole set . well, except for the Erdos.If you asked me about Erdos, I would have got it wrong. I was just lucky.Oh, Lizzy! You have to come to school. NO, I m

17、ean it. Look, its ridiculous youre way too smart not to be here. I dont understand why dont you come?I will.Monologue How could I tell her that school made me sad? I didnt know how to talk to her. I didnt know how to talk to anyone. My house wasnt a place you could come out of and be normal.We have

18、to come every day. OK? If you dont, and I will call CHILD WELFARE. Thats not a threat. Its a promise.Eva, look what Ive got.100Yes, encyclopediaGood, you gotta make good marks. You dont wanna be an idiot. And you keep up now, you hear me? Now your mothers back.My mothers back?Well, we had a nice qui

19、et couple of months, didnt we?Monologue The only good thing about my mother being taking away to the nut house was that when she came back she was my mum again. She cooked and she cleaned more than she even to be a court sonographer. For me, that was a good quiet couple of months before the drugs ca

20、me back in.Mummy?Lizzy.Are you ok? Im OK.Pumpkin, you look real good.Glad youre home, mummy. Youre glad youre home?This hospital wont too bad.Its too green, the walls. And there were bars on the windows.Im sorry. You had to say that, you know.But Im glad youre home.Look! Look! I.I got 100! NO NO. 10

21、0 is good. 100 is perfect. Didnt you ever get 100?I aint go to school. I ran away too young. Dont you ever run away from home?I wontLiz, Ill always be here for you.I know, mummy.Ill always be here. ALWAYS.I know, mummy. Im sick. Im sick. Liz, I. I have AIDS. No No They say. dont be afraid. They say.

22、 I might. they say I could live forever, OK? But I cant live here. I gotta go home.This is home.No, home to my pops. I wanna take you and Lisa.No No mom. You have to stay here.I cant stop the drugs. And I cant do it when your daddy around.But youll be alone.Liz, this is already gonna over, just pack

23、 up your things and lets go.No you said pops gonna beat you. You said he raped your sister.Since what it has to be now.No, stay here I cantStay mummy!Monologue Everything was falling apart. I thought if I could stay I could stop it. But if I stayed, everything would somehow stay the same.Just open t

24、he door. Its no use. We know youre in there.Where are your mother and sister?They are gone.Wheres your father?Hes gotta get some food, hell be right back.Your teacher called. Youre still not going to school. Youre never in school. We gotta do something about this. Miss Wonder warned you, I warned yo

25、u, and every one year case workers warned you.Thiss been going out for years. We all said clean up this place and go to school. Clean up and go to school. You have done neither one of them, have you? Elizabeth, have you? NoSo what we gonna do?I dont know. I do. Youre going into the system. Im taking

26、 her.But but things are better now. My daddy buys me big potatoes everydayYoure not paying the rent. Youre not getting her to school.I tell her to go. I told you to go to school. Shes gotta mind of her own. Shes a feminist.This is not a joking matter. Pack her suitcase. Now!No No No Im sorry.Ill go

27、to school. Please!This isnt working. We need an adult whos responsible.My grandpas responsible. My grandpa will take me. My sisters there.Your sister goes to school.Ill go to school, Ill go to school. Please!Dont make a fuss. Ill talk to him. And if hell take you. Youll be out in 24 hours. Im sorry.

28、And if he wont?Youll have time to figure out how you wanna live your life. Monologue Figure out my life. Do people really do that? Do they do that while they are falling down into a deep dark hole? Buzzed in, locked in. It was like visiting my mother. Only I was in the crazy house now. And I didnt g

29、et out in 24 hours, I didnt get out in 24 days. No one wanted me. They just left me there.Why dont you go to school? Thats the big problem weve got here. Why dont you go? From what I can see, youve got a discipline problem.Liz？Hi, popsYou get your mother. Jean, come out here. Shes here.Im leaving fo

30、r school, but I wanna see you first.Thanks, Lisa.Dont screw this up. Were doing OK, and dont expect too much. Shes dying.Lizzy!Mom Monologue When I think of my life. This is the time I like to think of. When I got back. When mothers mind was clear. There was no cocaine. so her schizophrenic seemed a

31、bout to working. And we go to the cafe, and sit, and talk, and eat hamburgers. We were together. Even with her bad eyes, I think she could see me. Well, she could see my outline. And for a while, I had my mother again.And we went to park. Yeah, I remember. We used to side down that hill, remember? Y

32、ou put down that old card board, we pretend it was slide.You remember that? How about the tickle monster?Well, we screamed and laughed about that one.I was a good mom, wasnt I? Wasnt I?Yeah, mom, sure, you were fine.Well, Im real glad we were all together, you know. You and me and LisaWhat if dad we

33、nt off drugs too? Wouldnt it be great? Maybe we could even go back to the university avenue.Yeah., your dad. Hes in a shelter right now. Im afraid that he lost the apartment. He can not even order the rend, so.What about my stuff?Got thrown outAll of it, even my encyclopedias?Look, pumpkin, Im reall

34、y sorry, you know, they bordered the whole place. There was nothing we could do. Just, you know, crap happens, I mean. Look, you know, I gotta go around the corner and see a few friends. Just for a minute, ok? You finish your burger, and .and Ill be right back. Just be a minute, baby. Monologue So t

35、hat was that. No going back. I hadnt kept anything together. Ive only made things worse. If I would only go to school. If I would only. If I would only. So, that part of my life was over. I guessed the new part had begun.Elizabeth Murray？and youre her mother？Ill take you to your class now.Are you go

36、nna get home ok?Yeah, Im gonna see my buddies, you know, they could take care of me.Maybe I should just come with you.You gotta stay in the school. They will take you away again, just go go.So we have nouns, verbs. Chris? Adjective and preposition Monologue I wasnt the smelly kid any more. Ive learn

37、ed to shower every day at the group home. And my clothes, even if they came from the thrift shop, all fit, but I still didnt know how to be in school. I still didnt know how to be normal. People, can we try to settle down?Chris, would you like to try diagram No.12?You find it amusing, Miss.Elizabeth

38、？Please dont call me that.Its your name according to these forms.Liz or Lizzy.Liz or Lizzy is a nick name.Are nick names.No, Im afraid not.Jesus, call the girl she wants to be called.Elizabeth is a fine name. The name of a queen. The Elizabeths age was the age of Shakespeare. Whats your problem with

39、 it?My mother calls me Elizabeth, when shes going insane.Liz then.Bobie, the sentence.So where did you go to school before this.I didntHow did you *?I was at the group home.Is that freaky?But youre not a freakNOIts too bad. I am. My birthdays coming up.Yeah? When?Youll know. Im gonna wear my dads *c

40、oat. Im gonna come to school with nothing on but my * coat and a pair boot. From far show all the teachers. Happy Birthday. You dont believe me?Yeah, I do.No, you dont. Music Ha Ha Ha, check it out.Dont throw it out before meI wont.Its a great place, I never had so comfort before.Pops gonna cranky.

41、We have to by safe, by the way.Liz, Im waiting for the phone, those contest things.She never gonna win.Ok, you know what. Shut up. I dont care. I just gotta dial his number before I forget it.Does anybody get high * news, come on.Bobie, you* tests until like a week.Hey, can I just have that chicken

42、for lunch.SureIs this already?Some drunken lady.Oh, shell drain on the door.Oh, Im going out the window.I dont feel very good. Could you help me, please?Oh, here she blows.All right, upIm a good mom. I just need a hug, I want a hug. Monologue She couldnt take living straight. Why should I expect her

43、 to take dying? Isnt dying the hardest thing anyones ever done?Everyones gone.Except youYeahSo wheres your pos gonna sleep?HereSleep with his daughter?Oh, I dont think like that.Yeah, but you dont know.He did her sister, when she was real younger. She told me that.Why her sister, not her?I figure he

44、 did them both.So her sister crazy, too?Yeah, and their mother, too. Thats why that I didnt wanna come here.You know, my moms getting back with my dad. I wish my mom would.He does stuff to my sister.You dont have a sister.Lucky for her.Did you tell your mother?Yeah, I told her.But she left him and s

45、he cursed him out, she just gonna call the cops and now shes getting back with him.You know, I asked her how she could do that? and she said she missed him. She missed him, Huh? I was 7 when he first stuck it in.Chris, Chris dont. Moving with me.Stay here?Whats your grandfather gonna say?He wont kno

46、w. I will. Well work it out, so I never see you. He wont get up until late from work. Hes like a robot, anyway, out at And back at six. OutPop, she has no place to stay.Its not my problem. OUT!Leave her alone. Dont.Your mothers dying. Your piece of trash father walked out and stuck me with a lot of

47、these. Did I ask my fellows of my age, did they? What are you doing? All right, that suits me. You end up a trash anyway, just like your parents.So I leftYou wanna go and get your stuff or youre gonna leave me out here alone Monologue Do any of us bargain for our lives? It seems to me that we just f

48、all into them. And we have to do the best we can. My mother was dying. My father was gone. But I had to believe there were roads would rise up to meet me. I was 15 when I went out to the world. Whats a home anyway? A roof? A bed? A place where when you go there they have to take you .If so, when I w

49、as 15, I became homeless.Spare some change? Get a jobHow are doing tonight?God bless you kid.Spare some change? Monologue but some times I felt like I never had a home in my life.Lets goCome back!Monologue and another time I knew where ever my mom was, thats where my home was. Monologue Month by mon

50、th, she was fitting away.Liz?Yeah.Where did you go?Ive . Ive been staying with friends.I miss you.Pops he hated me and I couldnt stay here.Lisa said you stop going to school.Im gonna go back.When?When you get better.This is me. This is me. I at the bars, cause I shake. I cant stop shaking.I think th

51、ats. thats because of the drinking. You know you should probably stop.OK OKYoure gonna get better, you know. I love you mom I love you.Get over there.Hey guys wait up. Ill catch you later. Im just gonna. byeMomWe took up a collection.She isnt coming here anymore, cause she thinks we always laugh at

52、her.Shes dead honey. She died yesterday morning. Monologue Sometimes I feel like theres a skin on the world. And those of us who were born under it can see throw it. We just cant get throw it. My mothers being buried under section, the charity plot. My mother was in there. Strangers had put her in t

53、here. Was she naked? Was she frightened? No, she was gone.Come on. Lets go.No wait a minute. There should be a service. There should be a priest whats supposed to happen.When you go, were gonna. Bury him. Thats all.Its a SHE! Thats my mother.Theres no priest?Not these cases. You didnt know that?Shes

54、 dead. Put her into the ground Monologue Priest or no priest. What did it matter? She was gone. She was already rotting. Was I supposed to believe she found eternal peace?So you come with us?Just goHey wait Writing Jean Murray, beloved. Mother of Elizabeth and Lisa Murray 1945-1996OKListen, Im gonna

55、 out of here ok?Liz, just I cant. I cant. I cant do this anymore. You know, so, Im going.Where?Group home? Crazy house?This? This is crazy! You should come with me.Yeah, so, see you around. Monologue People die. Things decay. Everything that seemed so solid is meaningless. All that left is gestures

56、we make. Gestures and air, thats what we remember, I remember riding with my mother through the slips. The year ending. But her arms were warm around me when I was little and she was well. That was long ago. Maybe it only happened once. Maybe she betrayed me a thousand times. It didnt matter. Math was always a weak subject. We remember what we choose.Get out of thereWhere are you gonna put the stone?Its no stone h