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【S03E01】15 minutes, 15 hoursinside the ORthe death surgeons make time flyOutside the OR, however,time takes pleasures in kicking our assesFor even the strongest of us,it seems to play tricksSlowing down, huvringuntil it freezes,leaving us stop in a momentunable to move, in wonder action or whateverTime flysTime waits for no manTime heals all ruinsAll any of us wants is more timeTime to stand upTime to grow upTime to let goTime【S03E02】At any given moment,the brain has 14 billion neurons firing at the speed of 450 miles per hourWe dont have controls of most of them,when we get a chill, goose bumpswhen we get excited , adrenalin.The body naturally follows its impulses,which I think is part of what makes us so hard for us to control ours.Of course, sometimes we have impulses we would rather not controlthat we later wish we had.The body is the slave to its impulsesBut the things that makes us human is what we can controlAfter the storm,after the rushafter the heated moment has passed,we can cool off and clean the messes we have madewe can try to let go what was,and then again【S03E03】Surgeons usually fancies about wild and improbable surgeries:someone claps in the restaurant, we slapus them open with a butter knife,replace the valve with the hollowed down takes care of carrot .But every now and then, some of other fancies slip inMost of our fancies dissolve when we wake, banished to the back our mindBut sometimes, were sure, if we try hard enough, we can live the dreamThe fantasy is simplePleasure is goodBut the reality is differentThe reality is that pain is there to tell us somethingBut there are still so much pleasure we can take without getting a stomachacheAnd maybe thats okMaybe some fantasy just lie in the dreams【S03E04】At some point, during the surgical residency, most interns get the sense of who they are doctorsAnd what kind of the surgeons they are going to becomeIf you ask them, they will tell youTheyre going to be general surgeonsOrthopaedicsNeurosurgeonsThis distinguish which do more than the area of expertise, they help to find who they areBecause outside the operating room,Most of surgeons have no idea of who they areTheyre afraid to find outDad and mom, its me, Im calling from the Seattle Grace Hospital, the beautiful, talented and incredible stand-to Dr. Isobel Stevens, shes just given me a brand new heart, and promise to marry me. I know we have lots of differences, and Im sorry we have not been touched. Believe it or not, I just try to make everything better, I know youre angry and I hope you forgive me. Sometimes when we yield to do some wrong thing, sometime we yield to make big mistake, to figure out how to make things right. Mistakes are painful, but thats the only way to find out who you really are. I know who I am now, I know what I want, Ive got the love of my life, and a new heart. And I want you guys get on the next plane here and meet my girl. Everything can be different now, I promise, from now, nothing can ever be the same. I love you, bye!【S03E05】First, do no harmAs doctors, we live by this vowBut harm happensAnd then, guilt happensAnd there is no vow about how to deal with thatGuilt never goes anywhere on its ownAnd brings its friendsdoubt and insecurityFirst, do no harmEasier said than doneWe can take all the vows in the worldBut the fact isMost of us do harm all the timeSometimes even when were trying to helpWe do more harm than goodAnd the guilt rears and the ugly hadWhat you do to that guilt is up to youAll the left is choiceEither let the guilt throw you back into the behavior that got you into trouble in the first placeOr learn from the guilt and do your best to move on【S03E06】To make itReally make itAs a surgeonIt takes major commitmentsWe have to be willing to pick up that scalpelAnd make a cutThat may or may not do more damage and goodIts all about committedBecause or notWe have no business picking up that scalpel in the first placeThere are times even when the best of us has trouble with commitmentsAnd we may be surprised by the commitments we are willing tolet slip out of our grabsCommitments are complicatedWe may surprise ourselves we are willing to makeToo commitments take efforts and sacrificeWhich is why sometimesWe have to learn the hard way to choose our commitments very carefully【S03E07】As surgeons, we are trained to diseaseSometimes the problems are easily detectedMost of the time, you need to go step by stepFirst, propping the surface,Looking for any sign of troubleA naevus or a lition, or a unwelcome lampMost of the timeWe cant tell whats wrong with somebodyBut just looking at themAfter all, they can look perfectly fine on the outsideBut their inside tell us a whole other storyNot all the wounds are superfacialMost wounds are deeper than we imagineYou cant see them with the naked eyeAnd then there are wounds that take us by surpriseThe trick with any kind of wound or disease is to dig down and find the real source of injuryAnd once you find it, try like Hel to heal that suffer【S03E08】Many people dont know that the human eye has blind spot in its field visionThere is a part of the world that we are literally blind toThe problem is, sometimes, our blind spot show us from the things that really shouldnt be ignoredSometimes, our blind spots keep our lives bright and shining【S03E09】As doctorsWe know everybodys secretsTheir medical historiesSexual historiesConfidential information that is essential to a surgeon as a ten bladeAnd ever been dangerousWe keep secretsWe have toBut not all the secrets can be keptBe somewhere, betray is inevitable,When our body betrays usSurgery is also the key to recoveryWhen we betray each otherThe past recovery is less clearAnd there are some wounds, some betray they are so deep, so profoundBut there is no way to repair what we were lost【S03E13】At the end of the day, when it comes down to itAll we really want is to be close to somebodySo this things we all keep our distanceAnd pretend not to care about each otherIts usually a loud of foolSo we pick and choose who we want to be close toAnd once we chose those peopleWe tend to be close byNo matter how much we hurt themThe people still with you at the end of the dayThose are the ones worth keepingAnd sometimes, close cant be too closeBut sometimes, that invasion of someones personal spaceIt could be exactly what you need【S03E13】No one believes that their lives turned out just kind of okWe all think we are going to be greatAnd from the day we decided to be surgeonsWe are filled with expectationExpectation of the trails we will blazeThe people we will helpThe difference we will makeGreat expectation of who we will beWhere we will goAnd then we get thereWe all think we are going to be greatAnd we feel a little bit robed when our expectations are metBut sometimes, our expectations sound shortSometimes, the expected simply pales in comparison to the unexpectedYou got wonder why we clean to our expectationsBecause the expected is just keeps us standing, standing, stillThe expected is just the beginningThe unexpected is what changes our live【S03E14】As surgeons, we live in the world of worst case scenariosWe cut ourselves off of hoping for the bestBecause too many times, the best do not happen But every now and then, something extraordinary occursAnd, suddenly, best case scenarios seem possibleAnd every now and then, something amazing happensAnd against our better judgment,We start to have hopeAs doctors, we are trained to give out patients just the factsBut what our patients really want to know isWill the pain never come back?Will I feel better?Am I cured?What our patients really want to know isIs there hope?But inevitably, you will find yourself in the worst case scenarioWhen the patients body had betrayed themAnd all the science we have offered has failed themWhen the worst case scenario comes trueCleaning to hope is always get left【S03E15】Disappearance happens in scienceDisease can suddenly fade awayTumors go missingWe open someone to discover the cancer is goneIts unexplained, its real, but it happensWe call them misdiagnosesWe say we never saw it at the first placeAny the explanation but the truthBut life is full of vanishing actsIf something that we didnt know we had disappearsDo we miss it?【S03E16】Like I said, disappearances happenPains go fandomBlood stops runningAnd people, people fade awayThere is more I have to saySo much moreBut I disappeared【S03E17】There are medical miraclesIn worshipers at the out through of scienceWe dont like to believe the miracles existBut they doThings happenWe cant explain them,We cant control themBut they do happenMiracles do happen in medicineThey happen every dayJust not always when we need them to happenAt the end of the day like thisA day when so many prays are answered, and some many arentWe take our miracles where we find themWe reach across the gapAnd sometimesAgainst all aresAgainst all logicWe touch【S03E18】People have scars at all sorts of unexpected placesLike their secrets road maps of their life historiesDiagram all their old woundsMost of our wounds heal leaving nothing behind but a scarBut some of them dontSome wounds will come with us everywhereAnd the cuts are long goneWhats worseNew wounds which are so horribly painfulOr old wounds that should have healed the years ago but never didMaybe our old wounds teach us somethingThey remind us where weve beenAnd what we overcomeThey teach us lessons about what to avoid in the futureThats we like to thinkBut thats not the way it is, is it?Something we need just have to learn over and over and over again【S03E19】Surgeons always have plansWhere to cut, where to claim, where to stitchBut, even with the best plansComplications came ariseThings can go wrongAnd suddenly, they are collapse with your plans downThe thing about the plan isThey cant take into accountthe unexpectedSo when we are through the thunderboltWhether inside the OR or in lifeWe have to do improviseOf course, some of us are better editor than othersSome of us just have to move on to plan BAnd make the best of itAnd sometimesWhat we wantIs exactly what we needBut sometimesSometimes what we need is a new plan【S03E20】A patients history is as important as their symptomsIt will help us to decide if a heart burn is a heart attackIf a headache is a tumorSometimes patients will try to rewrite their own historiesStill declare they dont smoke or forget to mention certain drugsWhich in surgery, can be the kiss of deathWe can ignore all we wantBut our history, eventually always comes back to hunt usSome people believe that, without history, our lives amount to nothingAt some point, we all have to chooseDo we fall back what we know?Or, do we step forward to something new?Its hard not to be hunted by our pastOur history is what shapes us, what guides usOur history resurfaces time after time after timeSo we have to rememberSometimes the most important history,is the history we are making today【S03E21】As interns, we know what we want to become surgeonsAnd we will do anything to get thereSuffer rekillers exams,Endure 100-hour weeksStand for hours on the operating roomsYou name it, well do itThe tough part though is reconciling this huge thing we want to be surgeons with everything else we wantToo often, the thing you want most is the one thing you cant haveDesire leaves us heart-brokenIt wears us outDesire can rack your lifeBut is tough as wanting something can beThe people who suffered mostAre those who dont know what they want【S03E22-23】The dream is this, that will finally be happy when we reach our
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