聂鲁达英文版《二十首情诗与绝望的歌》

聂鲁达《二十首情诗与绝望的歌》HereILoveYouHereIloveyouInthedarkpinesthewinddisentanglesitselfThemoonglowslikephosphorusonthevagrantwatersDays,allonekind,gochasingeachotherThesnowunfurlsindancingfiguresAsilvergullslipsdownfromthewestSometimesasail,high,highstarsOhtheblackcrossofashipAloneSometimesIgetupearlyanevenmysouliswetFarawaytheseasoundsanresoundsThisisaportHereIloveyou.HereIloveyouandthehorizonhidesyouinvainIloveyoustillamongthesecoldthingsSometimesmykissesgoonthoseheavyvesselsThatcrosstheseatowardsnoarrivalIseemyselfforgottenlikethoseoldanchorsmesThinking,thanglingshadowsThinking,tanglingshadowsinthedeepsolitudeYouarefarawaytoo,ohfartherthananyoneThinking,freeingbirds,dissolvingimagesBuryinglampsBelfryoffogs,howfaraway,upthere!Stiflinglaments,millingshadowyhopes,Taciturnmiller.Nightfallsonyoufacedownward,farfromthecity.Yourpresenceisforeign,asstrangetomeasathingIthink,IexploregreattractsofmylifebforeyouMylifebeforeanyone,myharshlifeTheshoutfacingthesea,amongtherocks.Runningfree,mad,inthesea-sprayThesadrage,theshout,thesolitudeoftheseaHeadlong,violent,stretchedtowadstheskyYou,woman,whatwereyouthere,whatray,whatvaneOfthatimmensefan?youwereasfarasyouarenowFireintheforest!BureninbluecrossesBurn,burn,flampup,sparkleintreesoflightInmyskyattwilightThispoemisaparaphraseofthe30thpoeminrabindranathtagore’sthegardenerInmyskyattwilightyouarelikeacloudAndyourformandcolourarethewayIlovethemYouaremine,mine,womanwithsweetlipsAndinyourlifemyinfinitedreamsliveThelampofmysouldyesyourfeetMysourwineissweeteronyourlipsOhreaperofmyeveningsongHowsolitarydreamsbelieveyoutobemine!Youaremine,mine,Igoshoutingittotheafternoon’sWind,andthewindhaulsonmywidowedvoiceHuntressofthedepthsofmyeyes,yourplunderStillsyournocturnalregardasthoughitwerewaterYouaretakeninthenetofmymusic,myloveAndmynetsofmusicarewideastheskyMysoulisbornontheshoreofyoureyesofmourningInyoureyesofmourningthelandofdreamsbegins.IlikeforyoutobestillIlikeforyoutobestill:itisasthoughyouwereabsentAndyouhearmefromfarawayandmyvoicedoesnottouchyouItseemsasthoughyoureyeshadflownawayAnditseemsthatakisshadsealedyourmouthAsallthingsarefilledwithmysoulYouemergefromthethings,filledwithmysoulYouarelikemysoul.AbutterflyofdreamAndyouarelikethewordmelancholyIlikeforyoutobestill,andyouseemfarawayItsoundsasthoughyouwerelamenting,abutterflyCooinglikeadoveAndyouhearmefromfaraway,andmyvoicedoesnotreachyou:LetmeetobestillinyoursilenceAndletmetalktoyouwithyoursilenceThatisbrightsaalamep,simpleasaringYouarelikethenight,withitsstillnessandconstellationsYoursilenceisthatofastar,asremoteandcandidIlikeforyoutobestill:itisasthoughyouwereabsentDistantandfullofsorrowasthoughyouhaddiedOneworethen,onesmile,isenoughAndIamhappy,happythatit’snottrueEverydayyouplayEveydayyouplaywiththelightoftheuniverseSubtlevisitor,youarriveintheflowerandwaterYouaremorethanthiswhiteheadthatIholdtightlyAsaclusteroffruit,everyday,betweenmyhandsYouarelikenobodysinceIloveyouLetmespreadyououtamongyellowgarlandsWhowritesyournameinlettersofsmokeamongThestarsofthesouth?OhletmerememberyouasyouwerebeforeyouexistedSuddenlythewindhowlsandbangsatmyshutwindowTheskyisanetcrammedwithshadowyfishHereallthewindsletgosoonerorlater,allofthemTheraintakesoffherclothesThebirdsgoby,fleeingThewind.Thewind.IcancontendomlyagainstthepowerofmenThestormwhirlsdarkleavesAndturnsloosealltheboatsthatweremooredlastnighttotheskyYouarehere.Oh,youdonotrunawayYouwillanswermetothelastcryClingtomeasthoughyouwerefrightenedEvenso,atonetimeastrangeshadowrantroughyoureyesNow,nowtoo,littleone.YoubringmehoneysuckleAndevenyourbreastssmellofitWhilethesadwindgoesslaughteringbutterfliesIloveyou,andmyhappinessbitestheplumofyourmouthHowyoumusthavesufferedgettingaccustomedtomeMysavage,solitarysoul,mynamethatsendsthemallrunningSomanytimeswehaveseenthemorngstarburn,kissingoureyesAndoverourheadsthegreylightunwindinturningfansMywordsrainedoveryou,strokingyouAlongtimeIhavelovedthesunnedmother-of-pearlofyourbodyIgosofarastothinkthatyouowntheuniverseIwillbringyouhappyflowersfromthemountains,bluebellsDarkhazels,andrusticbasketsofkisses.IwantTodowithyouwhatspringdoeswiththecherrytrees.IhavegonemarkingIhavegonemarkingtheatlasofyourbodywithcrossesoffireMymouthwentacross:aspider,tryingtohideInyou,behindyou,timid,drivenbythirstStoriestotellyuontheshoreofeveningSadandgentledoll,sothatyoushouldnotbesadAswan,atree,somethingfarawayandhappyTheseasonofgrapes,theripeandfruitfulseasonIwholivedinaharbourfromwhichIlovedyouThesolitudecrossedwithdeamandwithsilencePennedupbetweentheseaandsadnessSoundless,delirious,betuuentuomotionlessgondoliersBetweenthelipsandthevoicesomethinggoesdyingSomethingwiththewingsofabird,somethingofanguishandoblivionThewaynetscannotholdwaterMytoydoll,onlyafewdropsarelefttremblingEvenso,somethingsingsinthesefugitivewordsSomethingsings,somethingclimbstomyravenousmouthOhtobeabletocelebrateyouwithallthewordsofjoySing,burn,flee,likeabelfryatthehandsofamadmanMysadtenderness,whatesoveryouallatonce?WhenIhavereschedthemostawesomeandthecoldestsummitMyheartcloseslikeanocturnalflowerYoubreastisenog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Ahyouwhoaresilent!Leaning.Into.The.afternoonsLeaningintotheafternoonsIcastmysadnetsTowardsyouroceaniceyesThereinthehighestblazemysolitudelengthensandflamesItsarmsturninglikeadrowningman’sIsendoutredsignalsacrossyourabsenteyesThatmoveliketheseanearalighthouseYoukeeponlydarkness,mydistantfemaleFromyourregardsometimesthecoastofdreademergesLesningintotheafternoonsIflingmysadnetsTothatseathatbeatsonyourmarineeyesThebirdsofnightpeckatthefirststarsThatflashlikemysoulwhenIloveyouThenightgallopsonitsshadowymareSheddingbluetasselsoverthelandIrememberyouasyouwereIrememberyouasyouwereinthelastautumnYouwerethegreyberetandthestillheartInyoureyestheflamesofthetwilightfoughtonAndtheleavesfellinthewaterofyoursoulClaspingmyarmslikeaclimbingplantTheleavesgarneredyourvoice,thatwasslowandatpeaceBonfireofaweinwhichmythirstwasburningSweetbluehyacinthtwistedovermysoulIfeelyoureyestraveling,andtheautumnisfaroff:Greyberet,voiceofabird,heartlikeahouseTowardswhichmydeeplongingsmigratedAndmykissesfell,happyasembersSkyfrmaship.fieldfromthehills:Yourmemoryismadeoflight,fosmoke,ofastillpond!Beyondyoureyes,fartheron,theeveningswereblazingDryautumnleavesrevolvedinyoursoulSothatyouwillhearmeSothatyouwillhearmemywordsSometimesgrowthinAsthetracksofthegullsonthebeachesNecklace,drunkenbellForyourhandssmoothasgrapesAndIwatchmywordsfromalongwayoffTheyaremoreyoursthanmineTheyclimbonmyoldsufferinglikeivyItclimbsthesamewayondampwallsYouaretoblameforthiscruelsportTheyarefleeingfrommydarklairYoufilleverything,youfilleverythingBeforeyoutheypeopledthesolitudethatyouoccupyAndtheyaremoreusedtomysadnessthanyouareNowIwantthemtosaywhatIwanttosaytoyouTomakeyouhearasIwantyoutohearmeThewindofanguishstillhaulsonthemasusualSometimeshurricanesofdreamsstillknockthemoverYoulistentoothervoicesinmypainfulvoiceLamentofoldmouths,bloodofoldsupplicationsLoveme,panion.Don’tforsakeme.FollowmeFollowme.panion,onthiswaveofanguishButmywordsbeestainedwithyourloveYouoccupyeverything,youoccupyeverythingIammakingthemintoanendlessnecklaceForyourwhitehands,smoothasgrapesThemorningisfullThemorningisfullofstormIntheheartofsummerThecloudstravellikewhitehandkerchiefsofgoodbyeThewind,traveling,wavingtheminitshandsThenumberlessheartofthewindBeatingaboveourlovingsilenceOrchestralanddivine,resoundingamongthetreesLikealanguagefullofwarsandsongsWindthatbearsoffthedeadleaveswithaquickraidAnddeflectsthepulsingarrowsofthebirdsWindthattopplesherinawavewithoutsprayAndsubstancewithoutweight,andleaningfiresHermassofkissesbreaksandsinksAssailedinthedoorofthesummer’swindAhvastnessofpinesAhvastnessofpines,murmurofwavesbreakingSlowplayoflights,solitarybellTwilightfallinginyoureyes,toydollEarth-shell,inwhomtheearthsingsInyoutheriverssingandmysoulfleesinthemAsyoudesire,andyousenditwhereyouwillAimmyroadonyourbowofhopeAndinafrenzyIwillfreemyflockofarrowsOnallsidesIseeyourwaistoffogAndyoursilencehuntsdownmyafflictedhoursMykissesanchor,andmymoistdesirenestsInyouwithyourarmsoftansparentstoneAhyourmysteriousvoicethatlovetollsanddarkensIntheresonantanddyingevening!ThusindeephoursIhaveseen,overthefieldsTheearsofwheattollinginthemouthofthewindThelightwrapsyouThelightwrapsyouinitsmortalflameAbstractedpalemourner,standingthatwayAgainsttheoldpropellersofthetwilightThatrevolvesaroundyouSpeechless,myfriendAloneinthelonelinessofthishourofthedeadAndfilledwiththelivesoffirePureheiroftheruineddayAboughoffruitfallsfromthesunonyourdarkgarmentThegreatrootsofninghtGrowsuddenlyfromyoursoulAndthethingsthathideinyoueoutagainSothatablueandpallidpeopleYournewlyborn,takesnourishmentOhmagnificentandfecundandmagneticslaveOfthecirclethamovesinturnthroughblackandgoldRise,leadandpossessacreationSorichinlifethatitsflowersperishanditisfullofsadnessthesongofdespairthememoryofyouemergesfromthenightaroundmetheriverminglesitsstubbornlamentwiththeseadesertedlikethewharvesatdawnitisthehourofdeparture,ohdesertedone!ColdflowerheadsarerainingovermyheartOhpitofdebris,fiercecaveoftheshipwreckedInyouthewarsandtheflightsaccumulatedFromyouthewingsofthesongbirdsroseYouswallowedeverything,likedistanceLikethesea,liketime.InyoueverythingsankItwasthehappyhourofassaultandthekissThehourofthespellthatblazedlikealighthousePilot’sdread,furyofablinddiverTurbulentdrunkennessoflove,inyoueverythingsank!Inthechildhoodofmistmysoul,wingedandwoundedLostdiscoverer,inyoueverythingsankYougirdledsorrow,youclungtodesireSadnessstunnedyou,inyoueverythingsankImadethewallofshadowdrawbackBeyonddesireandact,IwalkedonOhflesh,myownflesh,womanwhomI