风雨哈佛路原作者演讲 (2)

1、风和郑智薰哈佛路作者演讲(定于校订)i dont know .i don t know how long can you know that there is something bigger for you，and yet you ignore that .dont we do that？don t we do that we tell ourselves what？i am gonna take on a big picture of my life。i really will read just my career realationeship。when？later .yeah？we a

2、lways do that。i am。i just can because i am busy right now .and we get so fast reaction。we may do promise to ourselves just“later”。i push away the s chool hood later。i push away taking.setting into my life in a big gist sense。i push that away later。and when you push that away you will put away even t

3、 he most important things . look，i used to visit my mother in the hospital for 5 hours .but i used to visit her all day。i used，you know i used to be the person who visits her most。so i thought i was responsible for being with her。从咖啡店拿草莓奶昔来。or.you know the oldt。she likes the oldt . so we listened to

4、 the radio .and we sang a song together。and i helper wash her while we played the radio and cru ms . of my mother s hair wil come out in my hands .anybody ever loss someody to disease。you know what i mean about this。there are good days and bad days。and then the bad days be come more frequent . and t

5、hat beame too painful。and you believe me。it did。i say mom，you know what i love you。i got to go。i will hang out with my friends。i will be back later。and i treated her like late late late later too .i push it away so much。i never forget the last when i saw her in the thanks giving day。she wont eat .yo

6、u know the hospital give her the celebrate meal，shewon t eat it because she has a sarcoma in hermouth .and that was too much。i just say what mom，i love you。i will be back later . i did not come back。she passed away by a month later and web burried her the day after chriss。wedont have money fo r a re

7、al funeral so they donated a fine box with a series of numbers on it and they had the words head and feet and a draw and and and a draw and and andhave you ever had a experience that has impressed you so de greenly you change a person you are。you look to tell about this but some times word s dont do

8、 it .when i lost her and i connected to this experience of thinking。you know you could have seen i am later and yet here with her pine box and there was no later .i thought this opportunity and i just realized，you know what，there was something inner i realized and learn from。it didn t come to me fir

9、st.first，i just want to cry and you believe me i did。and i missed her to this day like i taling to you，guys about now and i remember the dream last night like i keep ed her here。but she also give me a gift。and the gift give me the reason i am here today w ith you。but i swore i have later，and i pushe

10、d that out so much。have you ever heard a saying what a man can be he must to be？see，before she passed away，i thought i have all the time in the world。but then i was back to my neighborhood，and hung out with my friends。i thought life could be the same。but when she wasont there anymore，this amazing th

11、ing happened to me transform the person i am。i have no longer have tolerance for the stagnation in my life。and i hung out with my friends who i love。but they were sitting there and there whole conversion has ten or eleven streets kid friends。web all there t al ked and laughed you know together。and d

12、o you know what they were doing？when i got back to bury my mother。there was a conversion about complairing。i came back i buried my mom。and i heard my friend bobi complaing about h is mom，my old friend complaining about his school。this person complained.you know they were complairing。and i sat down。a

13、nd i realized the conversion has c reated my life。as much as i knew that i have to survive。the conversion of my life was one of complairing。its like you have a friend，you call，and every time you call her which have a bad day？you callhow are you today？hey，i really there you know，maybe your friend。and

14、 you soundlike that。you want to check with yourself。so as i sat，my friends lay and i realized they were complaing and complairing。and i sat down。and i said to myself， you know why？and i stood up looking at my friends，say， guess what，guys，i dont know where to sleep tonight .i wanna your house maybe。m

15、aybe outside。i dont know where get to eat。i dont have.dont have.i dont have.but you know what i do have？two hands and two feet . i have a brain my head and air in my luns。and what else do i really need？like what else you really need to begin today to lead the life you know you are might to lead .you

16、 know in your heart what it is。you know and what s m ore you need to change before you step into that。i stood up and i looked at them .and then next feeling which has been the bigest resource in my life sense，gratitude。you can either pick one thing in life，resentment or gratitude。get on the side，i p

17、romise you。i looked that moment，i realize that i mean haven t my mother ever again。but i had these resources . i had my self and i could go forward。i knocked on every door of every school that.我不知道，你有很重要的事。但你还是忽略了它。我们没这样做吗？我们不是这样对自己说的吗？我真的对我的人生有很大的计划，我真的要休假，什么时候？以后，对吧？我们经常这样做。我是这样的，我可以，但是我现在很忙。我们是这样

18、回应的，我们说：“以后.”我向自己保证。我上学时间太晚了。进入有趣的生活，我把这件事拖得太晚了。这样做的时候，你甚至会把最重要的事往后推。嘿，我去医院看妈妈了。花了5个小时。和她在一起一整天。我感到有责任，因为我知道我是最常见到她的人。我从咖啡店带了草莓奶酪。或者，你知道，她过时了，她喜欢老式，我们一起听收音机。然后我们一起唱歌，我帮她洗头，在收音机里发出低沉的声音。我妈妈的头会放在我手里。谁都见过别人生病。你知道我的意思。人生无论好坏，都变得越来越频繁。这时候真的很痛苦，相信我，我当时真的是这样。我说：妈妈，你知道吗？我爱你。我要走了，我想和我的朋友出去。我稍后回来。我好像用了“以后”，把一切推得太晚了。我推迟了它。让我一辈子珍藏的感恩节和妈妈最后一次见面了。她不吃东西。你知道，护士给了她食物。庆祝了感恩节，但她没有吃。因为她嘴里有肉和肉的癌症，那