【美联英语】双语阅读：致我千疮百孔的青春

小编给你一个美联英语官方免费试听课申请链接：/test/waijiao.aspx?tid=16-73675-0美联英语提供：致我千疮百孔的青春When I look up at the wall of the blue sky in despair, I occasionally think of the warm, thin time. Every night, I write a line with the cold white light of a row of lines with childish sentences, laugh the bitter and bitter tears, believe that there must be a love in the world is called the end of love, and the once bright youth to resist the dirty water baptist. Later, time disintegrate, in front of reality, my paranoia is only the slim, I think the deep wound is only a drop in the ocean, all the warm and beautiful ashes, can only look through the time to see the phantom. I have to tell myself that the memory of cowardice is in vain, and I finally realized the happy ending of this world and fairy tale. Since then, I will always on the windowsill to look at the lonely sky, looking at my world in the light of the scattered starlight.I used three years of time to build a city, a not solid, but also enough for me to resist the sun and rain inclement weather city. I learned the sophistication of my three years, and I know that we will turn around the Wei in the light red wine and green dog. I had a dream of three years, and after waking up to forget the dream, so now I dont remember whether the dream is black and white, or many - rose-hued. The long time eventually bleached my youths absurd western blot, I finally saw the light in the twilight and the edge, and put together myself in the memory of the broken ground. And you have disappeared from the scope of my contact, just in the blue of the sky left a touch of hard experience, just in the wind in the shadow of the wind, leaving a invisible image. I am a secret child, you never know the smiling face of me is a joy, I become silent, the corners of the mouth with a gentle smile, time change seems to be no longer see my rebellious. Once upon a time, when I love, the love of love, if I can not be gorgeous, only sad countercurrent. When he fell in love with others and others, I would suffocate. The thoughts of fen Om, like the feet of Boston ivy, usually catch my soul. I love him, very much love him, but now I will not say the exit, I want him to fester, leaving a scar that will never fade, to record this in my life with the fragrance of the young. In meditation, it was discovered that the Prunus cerasifera of the campus had lost all the stars, the flying flowers of the evening breeze and the spring trees, all in the soft, faint sigh: the spring to the early, the people did not feel. But I also want to add a handful of fallen flowers under that one. Wan shan heavy, cunxin thousand Li, world matter, shaonianxin. Lonely smile overflows the corners of the mouth, when I open my arms to pick up the tree only in Fenghua, then suddenly understand: flow Shao, the ancients no longer. Memory is a cup of soil scattered in my fortress, let the grave in my pillow sleep.在我绝望的抬头仰望苍蓝的天壁时，我偶尔会想起那段温暖薄凉的时光。年少的我每晚在台灯冷白色的灯光下书写着一行行带着稚气的句子，笑的快乐哭的苦涩，相信这个世界上一定有一种爱情叫做地老天荒，并妄图和那个曾经明净的少年一起抵抗肮脏尘世的浸涤。后来，时光碎裂，在现实面前，我曾经的偏执只是微茫，我以为锥心刻骨的伤只是沧海一粟，一切温暖美好都灰飞烟灭，只能隔着时光看曾经的幻影。我不得不告诉自己，回忆往事是懦弱是徒劳，于是我终于认清这个污浊喧嚣的世界和童话里的所谓幸福的结局。从那以后，我总会在无人的夜晚趴在窗台上看寂寥的天空，看我的世界里单薄零乱的星光。我用三年的时光筑成了一座城，一座虽不是固若金汤却也足以为我抵挡日晒雨淋风刀霜剑的城。我用三年的时光学会了世故，我知道以后的我们都将在灯红酒绿声色犬马中兜兜转转虚与委蛇。我用三年的时光做了一场梦并在醒来后千方百计忘记了这场梦，所以如今我自己也不记得这场梦究竟是黑白素净，还是斑驳陆离。漫长的时光最终漂白了我的青春的荒唐印迹，我最终在暮与黑的边缘看到了光，并在碎了一地的记忆中拼凑出了自己。而你已经从我能接触的范围里消失了，只是在天空的蔚蓝里留下一抹难以体会的笔意，只是在黑影间吹拂的风里，留下一个看不见的形象。我是暗地里的病孩子，你永远不知笑脸下的我是喜是伤，我变得沉默，嘴角挂着温和隐忍的笑容，岁月更迭似乎再也看不见我的桀骜不驯。曾几何时，当我爱时，必爱的凄楚，若我不能华丽，便唯有悲伤逆流。当他爱上了别人和别人在一起，我会有灭顶的窒息。纷麻的思绪会嗡的一声像爬山虎的脚一般捉住我的灵魂。我爱他，非常非常的爱他，可如今我不会说出口，我要让他溃烂生疮，在心头留下一道永不会消褪的